Then on a time as she lay alone and her keepers were from her, our merciful Lord Christ Jesu, ever to be trusted (worshiped be his name) never forsaking his servant in time of need, appeared to his creature, which had forsaken him, in likeness of a man, most seemly, most beauteous, and most amiable that ever might be seen with man's eye, clad in a mantle of purple silk, sitting upon her bed's side, looking upon her with so blessed a cheer that she was strengthened in all her spirits, said to her these words: "Daughter, why hast thou forsaken me, and I forsook never thee?" And anon as he had said these words she saw verily how the air opened bright as any levin (lightning), and he sty up into the air, not right hastily and quickly, but fair and easily that she might well behold him in the air till it was closed again. And anon the creature was stabled (calmed) in her wits and in her reason as well as ever she was before, and prayed her husband as soon as he came to her that she might have the keys of the buttery to take her meat and drink as she had done before.
Although she went on to bear her husband another thirteen children she led a life of amazing spiritual activity.She seemed to have travelled over much of Northern Europe. She also met Julian of Norwich in her cell in Norwich and they discussed the validity of her visions. Julian wisely said that since the outcome of her visions was "charity" they should be accepted.
One odd fact that surprises modern readers is her continual lament that she was no longer virginal. In the end she persuaded her long-suffering husband to enter a compact of voluntary celibacy for the rest of their lives.
It is an interesting fact that for the first fifteen hundred years of the history of the church celibacy and virginity were highly prized and the married were virtually second-class spiritual citizens. Since Luther, this perception has been totally reversed.
As one reads her autobiography one is amazed at her faith and her boldness. She would rebuke sin and ungodliness wherever she went. In fact, many of her contemporaries considered her a bit mad.
There is a very interesting and readable edition of her work in modern English published by Norton Critical Editions. UK Amazon sells second-hand copies for just over £5.
The original MS was lost for centuries and was only discovered in 1934.
Had not come across this lady so good to read your comentary Brian.
ReplyDeleteThanks Brian - will be interested to read it. It is almost impossible to convey to people today how much a fear of hell was real for medieval people - you have communicated it very well. How impressive that this lady managed to be a good wife and mother, travel and impact people so much with her holiness...even her husband apparently - a difficult job at the best of times!:)
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